sigh. so many rollercoaster feelings again. these periods, when my dear is busy, he hasnt been spending as much time as he used to be with me alreadi.. yeah. i gotta have activities of my own.. but I'm just too comfortable being with him.. I'm like glued to him.. a few days nvr meet seems like months.. =( so sad.. so, begin to mend some friendship I regreated, making current ones more enjoyable but I stop making new ones in progress. haah. for some reasons lah.. nonetheless.. my classmates are really fun ppl.. lols.. I alreadi regreated nvr really bond with my yr1 classmates.. so I'm trying my best to bond with yr2's classmates as well.. yeaps.. anyway, i'm glad ahma's with me for the SpDp course. thanks ahma. =) it seems like we're alreadi drifted apart. I feel so, distance from u everytime our conversation involves most about ur classmates.. yea, now I know how u felt during tt period.. sorry gal.. I haven been treasuring you guys much since Jeff came in.. Sorry to my two bestie.. Leewah and HweeHwee.. hope we could still have gurls outting soon.. =)

so, haha.. first time chalet wid Zoe. lols.. it's been rather great.. not as jialat as I expected thou.. yea.. haha. i'm still living underneath the coconut shell.. =P lazy to come out. =x

anyway, there's this guy.. lols! all sweets and stuff.. and his background's interesting.. and, he's damn gd at saying mushy stuff.. *dunno is true or nt =x* so, I went to meet my him,audi bf. hahas. all i can say is, wrong time, wrong place, wrong wrong wrong. but dude~ ur colleague nt bad either.. y nt consider her? haha.. =x and yeaps.. as I've guessed. we stop contacting each other alreadi. dunno shld say it here anot. =x but i guessed, my number of silent readers wun b much. so.... hahas! lemme spill the beans!! he.. he.... wanna jio me. XD too bad dude~ i'm attached. =X plz dun waste ur time waiting man~ I and my bf been through ALOT ALOT to get where we are now.. and I love him.. so, I hope u get my msg alreadi! =) still frenz? =))

NICHOLAS!! lols.. nic is a funny fren i made in.... maple? audition? wadever. we haven even meet each other even aft 1yr of friendship. XD anyway, he's my entertainer.. XD hope he wun come n kill me. =x everyday DOTADOTADOTA.. someone hu hates losing in game. lols. a no lifer like me. ^^ yeaps. loves to eat tonnes of food and still stay in STICK figure. wtf. woi, go get a gf lah. dunno how many times muz i repeat myself. =x anyway, i'm putting high hopes on him with his going-to-be sec 3 gf. ^^ *curious how she look like =P*

DAVID WONG JUN WEI!!! =P this dude here.. is my ex-maple hubby. ^^ we dint meet each other aft 2yrs of friendship ler.. hahas.. yeaps.. fun having him ard.. he gt this habbit of changing plans REAL fast. one moment he's in sch. another moment he quit sch. another time, he says he's going for audition for La-Salle. nxt time, say wan go army.. den now going back to sch. wtf. together wid his best buddy, nizam(which i called him PHU) both oso siaosiao der. lols. davs, dun smoke so much lah.. u tink u so rich izzit? =x nxt time i go overseas, i buy one whole carton for u lah.. cheaper. =P another Dota fan.. =\ oh ya, I'm still selling his brief. =x DWJW brand. anyone interested? v cheap onli.. itchy dun come find me. XD

Calvin, lols.. this hunk.. (i use the word hunk) is my other character der bf. XD he really gt great body.. lols! even my mom tinks so.. XD but u've grown fatter lah.. woi, inviting me to watch ur competition anot? can bring my frenz oso? ^^ every time send me stupid funny stuff.. lols! once he sent me this prog called punish your boss. XDXD i've showed Leewah tt prog ler.. XDXD damn funny. first time her reaction was.. OMG! XDXD damn nice lah. juz tt, we cant put THE name in.. if nt, i sure punch damn thousand times! =x

Taiger. lols.. tt's his actual name.. a easy-going dude with hot body, sexy moves and damn cute n chio gf!! =X really. i'm serious.. lols. another guy hu ahem ahem ahem.. =x lols.. tink u all shld know bah.. tai, take care of urself ah.. nxt time come sg, find me loh.. i go msia will find u der if gt time.. =)) another siaosiao der guy.. came from my grandpa's state, but went to my hometown to study dance. lols.. kip on moving house.. so hard to find him.. =x

lastly, nt to forget my lovely beloved dear. =D (cuz i lazy type ler. =x wan slp) ^^ wan read more den go to our website loh. dun wan ppl say here mushymushy. lols.

and no use i intro my shop to my frenz. zzz cuz most of them are guys.. zzz.. and all they do is ask me, y u dun create stuff for guys? zzz. i'm doing gurls stuff okay.. buy for ur gf, ur sister, ur mama, ur aunt bah. =x anyway, Leewah is doing stuff for guys.. but she hasnt been activating it since long time ago.. wan visit? check it out at the link http://www.make-a-way.blogspot.com/ ^^ happy browsing! let me know if you're interested. cuz she wun check it.

Aaron, 154 crazyfm. done. =)

mon-wed went for chalet. class chalet. =)
alot things happen lah. n i'm nt describing wad happens there. way too long for my memory to store.
certain things juz go wrong.
some bushuang tis n tt.
anyway, i agree lah. i did communicate more with them.
they are a bunch of funny ppl.
nice to chill out with oso.
and i realise tt, i'm really living under the coconut shell.
lols. my classmates oso say, where gt parents protect their child until like tt der.
lols. i shld thanks my parents for doing so. =)
money is another problem.
there's somethings we all dun agree.
cuz someone did something and hopes we will do something for tt someone.
it's nt our fault either.
anyway, sometimes ignorance is bliss.
my bf bought kfc for himself when we're all starving in the chalet.
it puts bad light onto him.
but, i shld have called to ask if they want or not.
but cuz i thought my presence there or nt doesnt matter, so i din make a call.
being alone is okay. but being left out is worst.
no matter wad. things wun change. if we dun change.
bbq. is juz bored. mayb i'm nt used to blending in with a bunch of large grp ppl.
or rather say, the whole chalet is boring. but rather relaxing.
i pity someone. cuz of some-other-one.
i'm still going back to my usual style. blending in with the background. hahas.

nth much to sae i guess.
my parents blames the chalet for my chest pain.
my chest pains since monday. but i gt worst on de 2nd day.
wanna go home, but since i'm here to bond with them, no gd if i leave half way.
3rd day. mama asked me go home. n i cant stand it anymore.
tt night, went to see a doc.
gastric gone up to my esophagus and burns the joints connecting to my breastbone.
weird. so i'm nw taking the medicine.
drinking water is like swallowing needles.
eating tortures me like hell.

n doc tells me to stay away from alcohol for awhile. lols!


and i really regreatted that i dint make it for yr1's chalet.

feeling saded. sad sad sad. haix

sad
sad
sad
sad.

gonna miss my gems buddies~ =(

anyway, tt's nt de main pt. i dunno y feeling sad oso. haix. so tempted to wonder off. but i cant.

mama sick. sigh. mama, plz get well soon.. gotta help more with the housework ler.. papa mama getting old liaoz.. sobs sobs (be tough mAu!)

so qiao saw ahma in de aftn. lols. ahma wearing tt short neh. >< i still shyshy wan wear or not. =x hehez.. but feel like buying more. =x mayb shldnt. hahas. =x thanks ahma. for pei-ing me go for de.. dance thingi. lols. thanks!

my dear bzbz wid sch. sigh. miss him loads. rather sae, miss him like crazy ler. sobs. so, muz kip myself bz.. if nt, i will miss him again.. today, i FINALLY saw CK. lols. he recongnised me. i recongnised him. as usual, he avoid looking at me. lols. dude~ i careless abt u liaoz lo.. i juz curious seeing u.. haha.. anyway, he's getting.. slimmer.. or rather.. slim liaoz and much more handsome compare to last time. nice hair i sae. lols. memories.. i miss sec sch life.. =(

lols. wtf. --- dwjw.

tt dae saw cs. tt dae saw jh. tt dae saw ck. sigh.

miserable. sad. sad. emoistic. sadistic. i'm a sadistic since young. dun like it? fk off!

so irritating!!! =x

so tired!! zzz.

so stress!! aaaaaa.

so difficult!! woaHHHH..

mau fong ler. zzz. ok la. haven fong yet. ahma more fong. XD

papa lemme go class chalet lerh. but as usual. the 4W n 1H qns come out. zzz. sae okay liaoz. still come out, ask me tis ask me tt.. haix. tt's one of de reason y i alwayz dun go for chalet. 1st, is cant go. 2nd, mama sae ex. 3rd, papa worried abt my safety. 4th, papa mama scared i tio raped in chalet. 5th, papa mama dun like the idea of chalet. 6th, i dun tink they like those bonding bonding stuff. 7th, they dun like the idea their daughter is staying outside other than sch activities. 8th, i juz dunno y oso. guess partly cuz the fact tt i have a bf? zzz. 9th,nid to assure papa tt he can contact some person incharge. 10th, after all the questioning, i sianz to go ler. might as well dun go.. zzz.

test was crazy. can sae i flunk all test ler. today last dae of test. no confidence oso. haix. I'm worried abt de future. zzz. even ME will worry abt future. haha. see how my bf prepares for his studies, walao. i damn slack lah. somehow, it gives me the encouragement to prepare nxt year. =x or may, nxt sem. lols. guess, we'll b bz with each other's stuff. dear promised me tt we'll find time together der. lols. orh. okay. =) i'm nt worried. juz badly miss him onli. like back in old days, when he's in army. lols. can onli chat wid him at night.. =)) wan hug dear now. so tired. x.x

lols. i know another David. lols. 1st David i know went to aust to study. 2nd David is my ex-maple hubby. lols. so long nvr talk to him ler. dunno now he doing wad ler HOR. =x 3rd David is audi der fren. lols. tt dae, meet wif angel's didi. (nt yanwen's angel. but my fren angel. =p) lols. nt bad. still lose to me. =x but my fingers nt so pro liaoz.. now like. 50-50 on everything. chance, 8k. haix. looking for new game to play. but tinking betta nt. scared i tio addicted to it. den i die ler. even more dunnid study. XD so weird, tt day, nic fapiqi on me. zzz. i tot wad happen nia. yuanlai is cuz of a gurl. lols. still dunwan admit. let's hope she's aint tt bad to u lah. ^^ GoodLuck dude~ ^^ nw Nic so good ler? lols. will pei u talk nxt time lah.. =) u wan talk late late oso can. no prob! aft tis week bah. =x ^^

v sianz. I wan work. but not enough time. haix. dun work betta right? slack n b a pig. OINK!

anyway, good and GREAT news! we're planning to go for Flea Market. but, have nt much info cuz me n dajie bzbz. haha. so most probably will b ard nxt week. ^^ ppl, plz come down and support us!! ^^ loads of things to sell.. gt clothes and or course, my accessories. ^^ big plan to go. loads of things to do! will updated more when the dates are confirmed. ^^ anyway, ANYBODY GT INFO ON ANY FLEA MARKETS, KINDLY TELL ME THEIR WEBSITES PLEASEEEEEE.. =X ^^

my ______ usually from very ____ background. lols. i see their _______ i alreadi shocked ler. either _____ or a ______ or _______ ________. omg. =x

lols. my stupid story board der character teacher sae cute. XD look so gong.

hihi. long time no post ler. mainly cuz bzbz chionging assignments and projects lah.. lols.. smmore gotta study for test.. haix. screwed up one test alreadi. knn. wasted my time studying. if i would haven known earlier, i shld haven juz gone to bed and sleep!

sick again. everytime stress sure sick. haix. how can not stress lerh? all cramp together. Panadol in my hse onli available in aqua green colour. zzz. no use. eat liaoz. still headache. still hothot. nxt time muz go buy de red box der. Panadol Extra. ^^ *shh. later dear scold me for eating it again.* =p COFFEE NO USE ON ME AGAIN!!! zz. drink coffee hopefully can get awake by it. but still.. i fell asleep the moment i close my eyes. zzz.

tired tired tired. sick sick sick.

ahma say, she feel like not doing anything now.. lols.. ahma, juz dun do anything for an hour or 2 loh.. later den do.. =p at least u'll have the energy to go on.. haha.. =x mayb tt's y i alwayz chiong like siao. =x =x

nic. thanks for the link! ^^ lols..
yoz davs! thanks for the clip! 10mins might mean nth to u, but it might mean life and death to others. =) winner of the best German's short film festival. ^^ cheers to inde~!!